fight the good fight!
I don’t know what to write…..I have many things on my heart but still don’t know how to phrase or if it even feels write to write them out right now. Vacation was a time of God revealing his heart to me. I realized more than ever before I deserve to go to hell. But I have set my eyes on him and his beauty and his love saves me. The Lord has been speaking to me on what I feel is a birds eye view over what he is heading towards with the end times. The church is not ready for what is to come!!! Christians are not ready at all. I am not ready. But I want to prepare my heart to be ever ready and waiting on the heart of God to manifest in whatever way he seems right. I just want to live with eternity in mind. Life is but a vapor and if I live for eternity, which doesn’t makes sense to most of the church. My wisdom will be justified in eternity. everybody wants to say…… well that isn’t right there is a corporate ladder and protocol to ministry. You must realize the God wants you live practically and safe and in a form. But form are formed after the real thing they are not the real things so why pursue the form. I want to pursue Him and he is extravagant and extreme and his wisdom is foolishness to the wise of this world. I will learn to be attentive to his voice and who he is. My foundation will be the word of God not beliefs systems based on traditions of man. The only thing that will awake and mature the church is great tribulations and persecutions. I long to be sober minded in this day and age yet intoxicated with his spirit. By the way if you are reading this going….what the heck? This is why I called my blog casual ranting lol.
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